Wednesday 15th July

Had to move desks at work as we are now doing shift seating. Annoying as it means i have to keep moving all my stuff around. It would be better if i had draws, which we still don't, yet the group who started after us got draws today. Really takes the piss. Had a really rude woman, normally people are rude but she was being directly rude to me, going on about me not talking proper english, and her an american, seriously? Been thinking a lot about G and I'm not sure how i feel about him. On the one had in do really like him, i really like spending time with him and he makes me happy, but i doubt if i do really like or if its a case of i just want to like him. Or maybe is it my subconcious telling me not to, as i don't want to fall for him i like i did with someone else. I keep asking myself what if he just stopped talking to me and i never saw him again. I tell myself that my ego would be hurt but other than that i wouldn't be bothered. I genuinely don't know, as how can i know until it happens.