Sunday 31st May

Lots of treats at work for what seemed more like obese Friday rather than fat Friday. My cake went down well, Martin said that I would make someone a good wife. Doubt that will ever happen, I'm probably going to spend he rest of my life single. Had a nice meal at the Didsbury; Asian style rare beef salad. Booked a train ticket to brum as benji invited me to hang out round Graham's. 

Had to sit in cattle class and it was a traumatic experience. Miss first class. Didn't spend long at home as went round to Graham's. Played that game I really like plus some others which I didn't really follow. Had pizza which was as good as normal, but they did give us dips and a slice of cake. Glad I didn't watch the football as it couldn't have been much worse, but at least they got to the final.

My dad gave me a lift to the station and I was able to get a priv ticket for my return journey. Got back to my flat less than 24 hours of leaving.

Thursday 28th may

Had an extra 15mins in bed as by driving I can leave a bit later. Can sense that we are coming to the end of training. The trainers are letting us go to the pub for lunch tomorrow and we had to choose our meals today so that they can be ready for when we get there. Had a one to one with Chris who will be my team leader. Went ok but I'm still worried I won't pass validation week. Google mapped a route home and I was able to find it, so didn't get lost. However the traffic was really bad. Ironic that as soon as I reached the worst of it on great ancoats, on the radio there was a traffic report saying that the traffic where I was was really bad. Apparently it is because of a take that concert. When I got home I baked a blueberry almond cake for work tomorrow. Annoyed as I missed an egg out, but that's just the perfectionist in me , also I didn't seem to have enough mixture.

Wednesday 27th may

I drove to work this morning and it only took me around 25 mins, plus I then had to walk. I think probs tomorrow I will park on one of the roads closer. Had a fares day at work which wasn't as bad as I thought. Was gutted at lunch as I didn't see the humous until it was too late and I've been annoyed that they haven't had any humour in a while. Was shocked that Fred supports fox hunting. Got slightly lost on the way home, I sort of knew where I was but it took my a long time to get where I wanted and there were no signs.

Tuesday 26th may

Had my last free train ride on Saturday and got my fav biscuits. Met Lilly in town for a bit and treated her to a Starbucks. At home in the evening I had Chinese and watched Eurovision. No cheese this year and Sweden won, but I can't understand why Australia were in it.

On Sunday I had my last shift at the villa. A very busy and stressful shift as no bonnie or Mariah. I did have a rail and she has always been really nice to me. Overall it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Plus I did make £43 in tips.

My dad came with me up to Manchester yesterday and still forgot some things. I drove to East didsbury alright but go lost coming back as I had to come back on my own. Had lunch in a wetherspoons in didsbury. After yesterday I wasn't feeling brave enough to drive to work, plus I wanted a Starbucks. Had a knowledge review and scored 88% which was better than I thought. Found out last night that tasha has had her baby and she has named her Sophie.

Friday 22nd May

The phones werent so bad. But fat friday was more like obese friday. I was put with a buddy next to a desk full of cake, biscuits, chocolates and sweets. One of the cakes was one she made for the eurovision bake off. She was very annoyed that id didnt win but the cake was one of the best that i have tasted. Fred did karoke for eurovision and it was a shame that i didnt get to see it. Feeling really bad about the calls that were or will be listened in on. The quids; especially Wendy I really think don't like me, i just get a look/vibe from them.

Thursday 21st May

On Tuesday I ended up meeting Mel in town for some drinsk. Had a few two many cocktails and we ended up taking 2 pitchers from the spoons as we didnt have time to finish them there. A fun night follwed by an extra tiring day. Really struggled to keep my eyes open. The new group had stolen our comfy seats.

I have heard that the new group is quite rawdy and saw some of the girls in the toileets. Dressed like slutrs and and swearing and talking like they were in a night club. Found out that one of the girls in the groiup before us has been sacked due to her attendance. Feeling nervous about being on  the phones all day tomorrow.

Monday 18th May

Ended up being on the phones today at work and did really bad, my buddy even had to take over a couple of calls; which is further adding to my worries of not passing validation week. Saw a pretty rainbow which ended at the Ethiad Stadium. Took a pic on instagram with the caption 'they do say there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow'.

Sunday 17th May

Friday was joint business day at work and so wasnt too taxing but the day did drag. Felt like a real fatty as Fred had bought in loads of food for his birthday. Later on Lucy bought donoughts. Had to do a presentation on an airline and I got Finnair which made me happy. Also had to watch some videos for American Airlines which made me nostalgic for uni. Have been feeling that a lot lately as it has now been one year since I finished and one year since i last clasped eyes on him. After work I met mel at barbarrito to get some food and a cocktail before going to the cinema to see Pitch Perfect 2 and we ended up seaking in a bottle of wine.

Last night we went out with Steph to a place called Font on Oxford Road. I really liked it there as they do cheap cocktails that are actually good and have a large variety to choose from. We then went onto G.A.Y, which i was told is hard to get into if your not gay. So we pretended to be lesbians. Met a weird Thai girl who had lost her sister. She was with a guy and they looked like a bizzare couple. The girl was quite annoying. Then headed other to the Northern Quarter to meet Steph's bf Matt and his friends including Lawie with his new girlfriend. Luckily i didnt actaully end up being near him all night. When moving to a different bar Steph and Matt feel out and so a bit of drama. Not sure what to make of Matt's fiends and Steph ended up staying at ours.

Stpeh was still being really sick for most of today until Matt came to pick her up. Apparantly he still hasnt apologised.

Thursday 14th May

Tuesday morning I had my talk and type and had a male buddy for the first time. Think I had a bit of a crush on him. Didn't take many calls as we spent more time talking about uni and game of thrones. Did have some cringe moments. Had a knowledge review in the afternoon.

On wednesday we got our knowledge reviewxs back and i did shit. The day got shitter when I had a one to one with Lucy and she had marked one of my calls. Didn't do so well but she tried to sugarcoat it and i felt like i just didn't get anything from my one to one. She also told me that I will be in Chris's team. On the one hand i would prefer him, though i can't really decided as I havent really seen either of them, but i'm in a team with the people i would rather not be teamed with and the ones i wanted are in the other team, with the exception of Fred. Also I am increasingly staring to feel more uncomfortable around Martin. He really irritates me as he doesnt make and effor to be part of the team or participate. So yesterday I had a good cry (first time in a while), just really scared and worried i wont pass validation.

Today was better as we were not inn the classroom and had a day on being thoughful and positive thinking, ha! Bit ironic considering yesterday. Did a quiz to see what service style we have and i am a resolver. The only resover in the group with the exception of Sam. This kinda makes me like her a bit more, not that I didnt like, I just found her a bit meh, I supposse she reminds me of me in certain ways. To be honest I see myself as a bit of all of them. We did another acivity in which Martin was just being a miserable git, not even attempting. when I got home Mel told em that she had been to the gym and so I laughing said that she should tell her friend Steph that i'm sorry for my drunken behaviour the other week. From this she informed me that Lawie now has a girlfriend :(

Monday 11th May

A bit of a dash this morning, just missed my tram but luckily i didn't have to wait to long for the next tram. Still managed to grab a starbucks before my train. Changed seats again at work and this week i'm sat next to issi. Kinda annoying having to get used to a new computer plus i accidently gave my pen away and i think i have ended up with a different headset as Amy who is sat in my old seat, has moved my stuff over, or maybe it was the trainers. Been really struggling to keep up with work and feel that I'm not doing as well as I should be. Dreading the talk and type and knowledge review tomorrow. This evening all i have dome is watch some dramatic episodes of game of thrones and stalker.

Thursday 7th May

Really struggled at work for the last few mornings, really struggled to stay a wake. Changed seats again and i was sat next to Martin which i didnt particularly like. Ended up getting drunk Tuesday night. At work today it was manual fares which wasnt as bad as i thought it would be but i did struggle to keep up. I still keep thinking about Lawie, which is a bad thing as I doubt i will ever see him again and if i did i would be too embarressd to look him in the eye.

Sunday 4th April

Woke up hungover and my pj top on the wrong way round. Not done much today but I did have a good time last night and nearly ended up having sex with Lawie who is one of Steph's friends. Went home by myself as Mel went back to Ewans. On the tram back home I had a really fat woman sit next to me eventhough there were plenty of empty seats. When Mel got back she showed me some of the cringy pics from last night of me making out with Lawie. Feeling very embarrassed but wouldn't mind meeting him again.