Thursday i had a really rude american woman on the phone who kept going on about being deaf. Amelia's mum came to stay over and had some wine. Friday I had a one to one with Wendy, still not doing great with my calls. Had to listen to one of my calls, and i absolutely hate the sound of my own voice. Very cringy and they can still see what you don on screen even when the call has finished. After work went to meet g for dinner. He took me to lust, luck, liquor and burn. A very nice mexican place, had some drinks there whilst we waited for a table. Had a very nice burrito and shared some fries. Would definetly go there again. Also realised earlier today that James used to work there and was wondering if he had gone back to work there after he left ba. Went to spoons for a drink. We also went to the spar to get a bottle and they were playing nightswish; sahara. Went back to mine.
Saturday got up late felt a bit awkward the way i always do the next morning and was glad when he left. Didn't really do much for the rest of the day and went round to his in the evening and it was a very good evening. Came back this morning, at least i managed to get away. Though i do feel like I'm starting to miss him. Scared as i can feel myself falling for him and i don't feel he is as into me as i am him, or that he doesn't really want much else other than sex, which i am ok with, just scared of getting hurt. Starting to get annoyed that ewan is around all the time.
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