Last Ride Of The Day

Watched the CBB final and Jim won, which I was pleased, almost got the right order for everyone coming out. Had a terrible nights sleep. Too warm and overall just very uncomfortable. Had a dream about him again, another one in which he is unattainable.

The day started off ok, but walking from main campus to West Downs was gut wrenching. Its ironic, I was walking past Alwyn and remembered that they put some American students in there and was thinking I wonder if she is there. Well I see that she is as when I got to the car park I saw his car. It was like a knife in my heart. I know they are together but it still hurts just as much everytime I get a concrete reminder. I guess its because of the dream I had last night and when I was lying in bed trying to fall asleep I was feeling horny and thinking of him and I felt alright.

So with the stab of emotional pain in mind I then carried on walking and saw Max. Stopped for a quick chat which was nice and did feel like I was rescued a bit. In lecture we found out our groups, and I'm working with four girls who I didn't know before, most of them seem quite nice. Also found out that 2 second years as part of their PDEE module will be throwing all the 3rd years a leaving party. Quite liking the sound of this I just hope that it doesn't clash with my exam or presentation.