Woke up in a not so great mood. Well I got woken up in the night by Bianca coming home from Bop, go knows what she was doing up in her room, but she made a lot of noise. I was just feeling in a fragile mood at this time, I know I woke up a few times throughout the night and had another tantalising and cruel dream about him. Unfortunately I do understand the symbolism in these dreams as they all mean that he is unattainable.
Had my first presenting events lecture and was partnered with Sam, a relief as I was scared I wouldn't have a partner, will have to wait till next week to see who else I will be partnered with. Have a few ideas of what we could possibly do, but dreading having to do the presentation.
Saw pictures of certain people at Bop, I may have deleted him off fb but I still end up seeing stuff. I feel like a door for new experiences and awakenings was opened for me but before I made it through, the door has been shut in my face.
Just found out one of my uni friends has had her studies suspended due to health reasons. Really gutted for her as this is the last semester of the final year and I will miss her.
My lecturer today said a quote that I really related to; 'He/she who asks a question is a fool for 5 minutes, he/she who never asks a question is a fool for a life time' Made me think of all the questions I should have asked but was too scared to.
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