Tuesday morning I had my talk and type and had a male buddy for the first time. Think I had a bit of a crush on him. Didn't take many calls as we spent more time talking about uni and game of thrones. Did have some cringe moments. Had a knowledge review in the afternoon.
On wednesday we got our knowledge reviewxs back and i did shit. The day got shitter when I had a one to one with Lucy and she had marked one of my calls. Didn't do so well but she tried to sugarcoat it and i felt like i just didn't get anything from my one to one. She also told me that I will be in Chris's team. On the one hand i would prefer him, though i can't really decided as I havent really seen either of them, but i'm in a team with the people i would rather not be teamed with and the ones i wanted are in the other team, with the exception of Fred. Also I am increasingly staring to feel more uncomfortable around Martin. He really irritates me as he doesnt make and effor to be part of the team or participate. So yesterday I had a good cry (first time in a while), just really scared and worried i wont pass validation.
Today was better as we were not inn the classroom and had a day on being thoughful and positive thinking, ha! Bit ironic considering yesterday. Did a quiz to see what service style we have and i am a resolver. The only resover in the group with the exception of Sam. This kinda makes me like her a bit more, not that I didnt like, I just found her a bit meh, I supposse she reminds me of me in certain ways. To be honest I see myself as a bit of all of them. We did another acivity in which Martin was just being a miserable git, not even attempting. when I got home Mel told em that she had been to the gym and so I laughing said that she should tell her friend Steph that i'm sorry for my drunken behaviour the other week. From this she informed me that Lawie now has a girlfriend :(
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