Sunday 28th June

Most if yesterday was horrible as I was feeling crap about being on and decided not to go out, but when Mel came home she talked me into going out. I was glad that I fid go out as I had such a good night, even if we didn't have sex. It just felt nice to cuddle and make out. His bed was really comfy, shame he is moving. Overall it was a nice house. Tried mdma for the first time. at the time I felt alright but today I was really suffering. Found out some interesting things last night, fir example about his marriage. Also apparently he has been talking about me at work, don't really understand why though. I guess I do like him and today I have been missing him. Really hate Mother Nature at times. At least I'm getting them.