Friday was shit, apart from seeing rishi in the learning café where he tried to convince me to go into town with him and get KFC. Left uni at the wrong time. The weather got really bad and carried on throughout the night. It was stressing me out, I was worried about my car but it was alright. I have never known wind like it, barely got any sleep it was so loud and I was stressed and anxious.
In the morning I noticed in the garden that the spare fences had been blown over and broke the bench. Went to Beth's house party, got very drunk. Did well playing beer pong. I also got a cleansweep in paranoid for most likely to be into bondage. Very true! But unfortunately i'm not getting none and the guy who introduced me ditched me, I guess he was never that interested. I met a guy called Jon who said he was drawn to me because I was quiet and not loud like everyone else. Had a very good and thoughtful conversation with him. I had actually heard of him from when I have been fb stalking as he does Benchball.
Very hungover today and feeling very down. Hit with another wave of anguish and hurt. I need to sort my life out. Say that far too often these days.
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